Not coming early

Well I went to the doctor on tuesday. She did a swab thing, then checked me. She told us that he wont be coming early. She said that at the rate I'm going he'll be close to the due date. She also said that I probably wont have a long labor, which is nice :D. When she checked me she said that I'm not dialated at all and I'm only thinning a little. So we're hoping he'll come the 19th. I'm now going in every week. So thus the waiting begins :D

Nervous...

Well lately I have been really wanting to go to beauty school, but it will be soo hard when I have kash to take care of. I am determined to use cloth diapers and to breast feed, but when I think about going back to school, those things just seem too hard to do. I want the best for him, but I really want to go to school. If I wait too long then I'll have to pay alot for school. Since I'm in school they will help pay for college. It just seems so hard. Sometimes I wish that I could be having kash later in my life. But I guess things happen for a reason. When I think about what I want to do as a career cosmetology is first on my list, then its being a vet tech. And getting those going with a child is going to be very difficult, especially without money. :/ I guess I'm just a little discouraged. I wish I could do online school or something. Why is life soo hard sometimes...darn.

8 things :D

8 tv shows I love to watch
1-jon and kate plus 8
2-gilmore girls
3-degrassi
4-animal precinct
5-what not to wear
6-anything on animal planet
7-project runway
8-ghost hunters

8 favorite restaurants
1-olive garden
2-robintinos
3-applebees
4-chilis
5-tony romas
6-cheesecake factory
7-chuck a rama
8-thats it

8 things that happened yesterday
1-woke up
2-said goodbye to tyler
3-packed for mesquite
4-drove to mesquite
5-watched the happening with kyle
6-tried to sleep but cried instead
7-had a crazy dream
8-finally fell completely asleep

8 things I'm looking forward to
1-going home to see tyler
2-halloween
3-having kash
4-going to two more baby showers
5-christmas
6-not being huge anymore
7-being able to dye my hair
8-having a family of my own

8 favorite things about fall
1-leaves changing
2-halloween
3-cooler temp
4-thanksgiving
5-rain
6-warm clothes
7-jumping in piles of leaves
8-hot chocolate

8 things on my wishlist
1-finishing school
2-moving out
3-clothes
4-going to beauty school
5-getting a job I like
6-seeing kash
7-paying off tylers credit card
8-being skinny again

Me and My Hubby

What is his name? Tyler
How long did you date? 3 months
How old is he? two days younger than me
Who eats more? he does
Who said I love you first? he did
Who is taller? he is
Who can sing better? me :D
Who is smarter? its about the same
Who does the laundry? me
How long have you been together? 1 year and 2 months
Who pays the bills? he does
Who sleeps on the right side? I do
Who mows the lawn? kyle haha
Who cooks dinner? we both do
Who drives? him
Who is more stubborn? probably me
Who kissed who first? he kissed me first
Who asked who out first? I did :D
Who proposed? he did
Who has more friends? he does
Who is more sensitive? me by far
Who has more siblings? we each have one younger sibling

My motherly instinct :D

Well we went and picked up our carseat and stroller yesterday. They are soo cute and I cant wait to put a real baby in there :D we brought it home and I put it together all by myself, I was so excited I couldn't wait. When I got finished putting it together, I had to test it out. So I got one of my dolls I have,(and everyone laughed when I brought it out) put him in and made sure everything was perfect. It was good I checked because it was so tight that if we would of put kash in, we would've had to break his arms to put them in the straps. Then I showed Tyler how to buckle in the baby, and we put the base for the carseat in our car. I can't believe that I'm actually having a baby! Its so crazy! we're pretty much ready for him to come. We still have baby showers and then seeing what else we need, but thats it. I already have his diaper bag packed so we can take that to the hospital. Only 6 more weeks :D